I don't know why it happened. I don't understand. I am only a student, barely out of my teens. I am not a rabbi, a philosopher, or a psychiatrist. I can't explain it at all.
Some have tried. They talk about injustice, senseless violence, a world we cannot understand. They discus the need for better mental health services, better ways to screen for criminal insanity, and the necessity of taking away the stigma of mental illness so that those who are ill may get help and those who are not may be protected.
I think: It's not a puzzle to be broken apart, a riddle to be solved. How can one give reasons, not tears? It seems so uncaring, so clinical and so cold.
I did not read the papers. I did not click on the links. I do not want to read anything about the autopsy. I want for it to be untrue, but if it must still be true, I wish everyone would stop giving their opinions about why it happened. Read further........ .
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